11 months is the longest I’ve been with someone, and here I am again, almost 11 months and it’s seeming like it’s not going to last. Life sucks…
I’m never the one who gets called first. I’m never the best friend. I’m never the one someone falls in love with. I’m never the best at school. I’m never the funniest person. I’m never the most entertaining person at parties. I’m never the one someone tells a story first. I just exist. And I’m sick of it.
The Borneo group is officially in Borneo and it’s so heartbreaking. It’s heartbreaking because I really wanted to get away. Away from school, work, family, bad friends.. everything. But I’m still stuck here. I won’t get to relax with friends in a new place, with exotic animals and a different culture surrounding me. I’m just here, checking my phone to see if my boss has asked to roll up to work. I...
oops accidentally posted my rant to the wrong blog…..
Anonymous asked: psssssst... you're beautiful
Anonymous asked: <3 Things will get better, just give it time, I know from reading this blog that you've been waiting a long time but just treasure the happy moments in your life and think of those when you're down. <3<3
: To my parents ; →
they-watched-her-die: You don’t know anything about me , you bitch at me for not doing the dishes or cleaning my room , you complain how I never do anything. You don’t know how much of a struggle it is for me to even get up , I sleep all day because I stay up all night crying & cutting .